Feeling of me this time

August 28, 2006 :: Feeling of me this time

Sadness for the lonesome in the future.. Net, my friend, told me the story he already wrote in his blog. Then, I think about it, too ..maybe same or different vision from him .. our life is as same as the tree. During our life, there are many birdscome and rest for a while at the tree, but finally they always leave the tree. We meet many friends and many persons but how many of them can stay with you for all your life ? Do you want to be a tree which encourages many many times of happiness, but feel lonely in the final of your life ?? What will happen with me in the future ? Will I feel sad because of lonely .. That's the reason I don't want to grow up to be adult. It seems to be good to stop the time and stay here for the whole life.. the life that I have friends..the life that I can do many things with my friends. I don't know you've ever think like me or not. Or because I've no brothers or sisters, it makes me feel like that.

Last weekend, I could not feel alone among a lot of friends at the IT-CS meeting at Camping and Resort, Rayong, but I felt. I think that what happen when there is no one always stay to listen to you .. if you are just the one with no partners .. if you are the student with no the teachers .. if you are the child with no sisters nor brothers.. if you are a pencil with no papers .. if you are the only one straigth line which no other lines intersect you, then you are the only lonely line that go forward with tear and space.

Can you still survive your life in the earth or not ?

In the future, if I don't have no one talk to me everytime I want, no one listen to me when I feel sad, on one stay with me when I feel alone, no one cheer me up to do something, on one change my glay sky with my sadness to be the colorful sky with happiness, I cannot promise myself to stay further more if I won't have my parents and my friends....